Tâm trạng nặng nề, lại không chia sẻ được với ai khiến mặt tôi cứ dàu dàu. Có khi cả ngày tôi không cười một tiếng.
Thằng Tường tò mò:
- Anh đang buồn chuyện gì hả, anh Hai?
- Đâu có.
Tôi chối phắt, những chuyện như thế này tôi biết tôi không thể tâm sự với thằng Tường.
Ngày nào tôi cũng chạy qua nhà con Mận. Có ngày tôi qua nhà nó hai, ba lần. Chỉ để hỏi vu vơ:
- Hôm nay có đứa nào trong lớp tới đây chơi không hở mày?
Lúc đầu con Mận nói “không”, về sau thấy tôi cứ hỏi đi hỏi lại mãi một câu, nó cười khúc khích:
- Thiều làm sao thế?
Tôi chép miệng, bối rối:
- Tao có làm sao đâu. Hỏi chơi vậy thôi.
Như vậy thằng Sơn vẫn chưa hành động. Chắc nó đang chờ cơ hội thuận tiện. Tôi thở phào và tìm cách lảng xa đề tài khó nói này:
- Lúc này mày có còn phơi những ngón tay bên ngoài cửa sổ không?
- Ngày nào mình cũng phơi.
Tôi nhớ đến những giọt nước mắt của nó:
- Thế còn gương mặt, mày có phơi không?
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